Just thinking

peaceful little girl

playing nicely by herself

singing quietly.

Caught her playing with her Disney princesses at naptime. Just peeked in quietly. She was making up some elaborate scenario and dancing Jasmine around (Cinderella's her favorite but Jasmine comes in a close second) singing. It was so cute!

And my day's been boring as all get out. Scored 401 on Scrabble today, but that's pretty much the highlight for today. It's slow and quiet overall. I like days like today, they make up for the hurried, stressful ones! :)

Eeeek!

Signed Josephine up for school today. Hard to believe she'll be 5 in less than three months. I'm going to cry this time, I think. I love having her around and underfoot and I'll miss that. Makes me want to cry sometimes.

I suppose this is how my mother felt when I went off to school. And while there were times I would rathered have stayed home with her, I had fun at school too. And so will she. She was scared to go before we went, but just being there excited her so much, it was really great to see! She's generally a somewhat shy child, takes time to warm up to anyone so it was a pleasant surprise too. Very pleasant indeed. The child's in bed now, and probably sound asleep already, she was yawning as she read "Bears in the Night". We could read that a thousand times a day, she just loves it, which pleases me, it was my favorite as a small child too. Creepy always entranced me. Seems she's the same. :)

Haiku - Josephine-

Pretty little girl

I love you so very much

for eternity.

New Year, Nothing Else New

Nope, nothing new for me, I still feel the way I've always felt, think the way I've always thought. It's sad, really. I'm still trying though, to change the way I think, the way I feel. Might be I'll succeed but I'm not going to kill myself trying. He'll just have to deal with me, as is. At least I'm trying to be nice. :)

Sick

I'm still sick. Lost the baby, have a nasty cold, can't talk well at all. At least I don't sound like mickey mouse anymore. Josie's having a blast playing "Pinkie Pie's Party" on the DS.

I'm tired of stewing over possibilities and trying to move on. Oh gods, why?!

Lost

In thought tonight. Over him, again. I need to kick him out of my soul.... but how? Any suggestions on getting rid of an old love that haunts you?